Today, just within the last few moments, HE has brought together in my mind what I am supposed to write about, and NOT coincidentally, it fits with the next verse in Hebrews 11.
Heb. 11:20 By faith Isaac blessed Jacob and Esau in regard to their future.
Heb. 11:21 By faith Jacob, when he was dying, blessed each of Joseph’s sons, and worshiped as he leaned on the top of his staff.
Today, I woke up in such a mood that I knew I needed more of God’s Spirit to get me through the day with joy. As I dropped Caroline off at school this morning I spoke a rather forceful prayer, “Lord I need you badly today. Please help me—please speak to me.” When you pray this kind of prayer, He always answers. It may not be right away, but if you keep yielding your heart to Him, he will speak.
I took my car to be thoroughly cleaned inside and out—this takes about an hour to do. So, I thought I’d pass the time by listening to a sermon or two. It is by no mistake that I had two sermons on Psalm 19 on my ipod. The sermons were given by one of my family’s dearest friends Chris Osborne. Chris pastors a church in Bryan Texas. He married Allen and me, and I have always respected him for his love of God and His Word. His insights are amazing and I am always challenged when I hear him speak God’s truth. Today was no exception.
First, before I talk about the sermon and give you the links to go and listen yourself, I want to talk a little about the verses in Hebrews. Both refer to a father, or grandfather speaking blessing or praying for their children and grandchildren. For those who are reading this and have children and grandchildren, I’m sure you can relate, in that your prayer life increased when they came into this world.
I pray daily for the salvation of my children, and not only that, but that they follow Christ with their whole hearts and have a singleness of heart for him.
I definitely go through seasons in parenting where I am desperate for God’s wisdom. My M-O is to go find a Christian book of some sort for insight. Though these books are wonderful and give great methods for raising kids, I was struck again by the sermon today on Psalm 19. The first move I should make isn’t to a place or a book, but to a person. In this Psalm, David experiences God through His creation—then he goes to the written word of God. Chris Osborne’s words penetrated my heart and reminded me again: “God is not just a Truth to be believed, but a person to spend time with.” God and His word will give me everything I need to bless my children and parent them in the ways of His truth.
I just have to come to God in faith and trust—and seek HIM with all my heart. I think sometimes we need to stop seeking answers and just seek Him.
I doubt that Isaac and Jacob had self-help books on how to bless their children. They had SOMEONE better—Jehovah Jireh himself. They trusted God with their children’s future—they prayed boldly with faith. I love how the writer of Hebrews describes Jacob as he was dying. Jacob prayed for each of his grandchildren (Ephraim and Manasseh) and worshipped God. In fact, he didn’t just bless them, he spoke prophetic words over them. His words were Spirit empowered. In the same passage in Genesis 48, we see Jacob praising God and giving Him all glory and honor. He calls God his helper and his shepherd. This means that God and Jacob were in a relationship. God wasn’t Jacob’s religion, He was his everything.
I don’t know what answers you may be seeking right now, but this passage and the sermon I heard today reminded me that God should be my everything. He can’t be our everything if we are busying ourselves and not taking the time to just sit and admire His creation and allow Him the time to speak to us. I will get all the answers I need if I just seek Him first. For one thing, when I spend time with Him, my children see more of Christ in me. When I seek Him and only Him, my countenance changes, I gain wisdom, and all of a sudden I know the will of God.
If you want to hear this great sermon, just go to the website for Central Baptist Church, Bryan. http://www.cbcbryan.org/article209323.htm and click on Psalm 19, then after you listen to that message, listen to part II. Or, if you have iTunes, go to podcasts and you will find the podcast to download. These two sermons are really amazing and life changing!
“God is not just a Truth to be believed, but a person to spend time with.”